anyone that’s on wanna RP with me?

1 day ago with 1 note
#outofsilence #i'm so tired so i'm not sure how long i'll be on

Melinda & Caesar || The unspoken fate


        Often unspoken was the fate of many victors that was not better than the deaths of the tributes in the games. Every victor somehow had experienced this. Whether it was letting them watch how their family died or the prostitution they had to undergo due to the will of President Snow. Sometimes it was even both, when a victor was too rebellious.

        It was easy to tell how much the victors suffered. Caesar had always kept contact to all of them and every year he noticed how the bright light died a little more in their eyes. 

        Melinda Sordino was one of these winners and it made Caesar’s heart ache when seeing how her little her smile this year was and how passive her eyes seemed only looking back at him whenever he mentioned her name. As he finally cleared his voice to ask her about it, concern lay in his voice.


                                 ”What really is on your mind? And don’t tell me you are nervous about
                                  the new games. That is not just a face that says that you are afraid
                                  for the life of your tributes.”

Melinda knew that the older she got, the more chances her name would be called for the Hunger Games. She had been a sweet girl and the thought of killing never crossed her mind but that day she had to change.

The day she was announced as victor was bittersweet. She won the Games but they were celebrating that others were killed, and even she had to do some herself so she was the last one left. It didn’t seem very fair.

Now, even with her special status in her district Melinda was a shell of the person she once was. On top of the images from the arena in her head she had let her guard down and was raped by a citizen who was older than her. 

She hardly spoke but here she was with Caesar and he was concerned about her. What was she to believe anymore? She didn’t know what was fake and what was real.

    ”Nothing’s on my mind.” It came out quiet. Her mind was blank.

2 days ago with 2 notes — via showmastercaesar
#showmastercaesar #tw:rape


do you ever just miss old rp partners and

2 days ago with 20,677 notes — via showmastercaesar, © lesbionage
#agentmstarling #doctorhawkeyepierce #cries #itsnotflirting


I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here. So, how can I find my way? Is there a chain saw of the soul, an ax I can take to my memories or fears?

3 days ago with 87 notes — via living-dead-alice

My inbox said I have two new messages.I just saw one. -.-

5 days ago

                   ɪ’ᴅ ɢᴏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪᴛ,

                                  B̸͚U̢͈̦͕T̷̳ ̴͚̬͚̬̘̙̺I̵͍͙ ̭̼C̶̞̦̗A͓͙̙͖̣̯N̸̲͎̻̟’̴̩̥T͍̺͉͓.

5 days ago with 2,685 notes — via ophidixn, © the-write-ideas
#ow #musings

First person to submit a wedding ring to me gets to marry me for a week.





5 days ago with 46,609 notes — via thenorthernsheriff


            ✘{✒ ✐ ✒} "Why does life have to suck so hard?" 


”Wish I knew.”

6 days ago with 2 notes — via i-think-im-gonna-burninhell
#ithinkimgonnaburninhell #hello :3

Melinda Sordino || Hello I’m still here…

1 week ago
#not my video #melinda's mind #about melinda #music #tw:rape

1 week ago , © Spotify
#music #spotify #about melinda #melinda's mind